The other day I smacked my girlfriend out of anger. Please help?

WELL IT'S YOUR FAULT SHE LEFT YOU!!! The way you're saying it sounds like she's your slave! Go out yourself Mr. Bigshot and buy some d@amn take out. let the woman have a break! so what if she wasnt doing her "responsiblities" and resting for a change? I'm not even gonna answer your question. She deserves someone better